I can be damn angry!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010
A few light-hearted jokes are not meant to be taken personally!
And seriously, shouldn’t affect a friendship, Dammit!
But if you are really determined to be a cry-baby
Then this one is for you-







Stop talking to me and ill continue the cold war
My silence would pierce you more than my harsh words
You will be forced to remember the laughs we had
And wish that you could go back in time
But it was you who asked for this
And mind you, I’m not kind
You have no power over me
Emotional blackmails don’t move my heart
You can never get my friendship back
Once you have been an arse and let it go
And now I’m gone
Leaving a hole in your life that none else can fill
You must remember
I’m pity-less
I don’t have mercy
So don’t mess with me

In Illusion...

Sunday, December 26, 2010
I did it over and over
Every night before turning in to sleep
And then again in my dreams
Yet again in my day dream
Even more in every conscious moment
Like it was the only thing that mattered
Only fact that was obvious
I had fallen in love
And my word was bound by your gravity



Still I did not dare repeat the scene
That had played only a million times like a movie
In my head
For if you don’t approve
What shall I be?
If you thought we must part ways and never look back?
I would curse myself
Before, atleast you loved me
I could have lived my life
Yes
It would have been happier
Easier
In illusion….

MY PERFECT MAN!

Monday, December 20, 2010


On suggestion of a friend I have been watching How I Met Your Mother a lot these days. One of the things it said-obviously as a joke- has got a truth into it and it’s been bugging me ever since. It deals with relationships- on which I’m kinda self-proclaimed expert.

Usually most of the relationships have – quoting the scriptwriter of HIMYM - A Reacher and a Settler. How do these relationships survive is the biggest question I need to answer before I die. Seemingly the people who appear to be too into each other are under a brief spell of mutual infatuation.

Just put yourself in place of the “The Reacher” and “The Settler” and consider. It was something like this for me-


REACHER


Oh crap! Why does he have to look so good? All those girl look at him with that greedy expression. And the look they give me! scathing! Like, what is she doing there beside him! I could hit the hell outta those bitches! Still, they have got a point don’t they? What makes him love me …….?


Major feelings- insecurity, jealousy, self doubt

SETTLER


Seriously, what am I doing with this guy! He’s so damn boring! He’s got no personality. The only reason I loved him was because I thought his innocence was kinda cute. But maybe I cant hold on to that small fact and spend the rest of my life. The way he’s possessive about me now and his jealousy if I talk with another guy just pisses me off.

Major feelings- “I’m stuck”






How can anyone live with either of that? In many seemingly into-each-other couples I met(and I’m not naming anyone of them), I can point out The Reacher and The Settler.
Sometimes all I wanna tell them is- GET A LIFE PEOPLE! Find someone worth you.

The guy I want, my Perfect Man would be not the Prince neither would I be the Princess. Because seriously that sounds lame. *pukes*

What I want is someone equal. I guy who I can proudly call My Boyfriend without feeling ashamed or inadequate. When people see us together they say jealously - gosh look at them! Why can’t we be like them too?




Oh yeah baby, BRING IT ON!
GIMME MY MAHN!:P


the sorry fate of a creative mind

Friday, September 24, 2010
this one was written when mom forced me to study when I didn't have any intention to do so:P


dear mom academics ain't my field
creativity is where my fortunes yield
when you cry i should get marks
my head explodes with booms and sparks
but if you force me i shall read
yo your desire i shall always heed
but just know that you have subdued
a mind that should have been differently used
you capture it in a cage of reputation
it cant open its wings to reach its ambition
someday the burning desire may die out
you probably would be very proud
that my kid is a doctor, an engineer
but just know my life would be drear
you have managed to hold and bind
the sorry fate of a creative mind


ROFLMAO!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010
okay guys have a look at these wacky sign posts!!





MAHABHARAT AND THE CONTEMPORARY WORLD

Friday, July 9, 2010
Why does this keep happening to me! that job is worth a million but it is also a world apart! That means no family, no friends. I belong to a middle class family. On top of it paying for my mothers operation is becoming seemingly impossible day by day with my current, crummy job. The idea of making more money is not only tempting but also necessary.

Oh, I got a call from my agent who is also a good friend to me.

Agent: hey! Are you all packed up? We have to leave early tomorrow morning. We cant be late, can we?

Me: umm….sorry. I’m not sure if I want to go.

Agent: you got to be kidding me! you were among the top 3!

Me: yeah. That’s true. But leaving everyone behind here doesn’t sound like a good idea anymore to me now that its time to actually part.

Agent: you cant afford to have an emotional breakdown now! A lot is at stake!

Me: stake? What do you mean?

Agent: well, I spent a heck lotta money to get you in.

Me: what! You bribed!

Agent: not really I just had to get some papers forged for the visa thing. Your talent is too good to be ignored. So bribing is out of question.

Me: but that’s illegal!

Agent: oh common! It’s nothing big! Everyone does it!

Me: everyone does it doesn’t make it any good Jake.

Agent: hey Misha, your mother. She’s ill. How do you expect to pay for her treatment with your underpaid job?

Me: I’ll manage somehow.

Agent: we both know that wont be possible. Don’t kid yourself hon.

Me: but if I leave her here alone who will take care of her! And how will I survive alone in that distant land!

Agent: you will make friends.

Me: but….

Agent: Misha, honey, its your duty to get your mom all fine. To get her the best treatment possible.

Me: but, how can I just leave!

Agent: your going is better for everyone dear. You know that deep inside. Just accept it.

Me: but that is simple greed for money! I cant leave my mom, my friends for money! It holds no importance to me before them!

Agent: well, its not about lust of money is it? Its about the need.




In the above script I have portrayed Misha as Arjuna and the agent and her friend Jake as Krishna. Arjun’s hesitation to fight againt his brothers is akin to by Misha’s hesitation to leave her mother to fend for herself .Arjun fights for a just cause and not to win his land back. Similarly Misha’s sole interest is to pay for her mother and not the money and glam involved in moving to a foreign country. Jake explains her the practical viewpoint on how things are run. How everything is fair in war. How forging papers is no big deal. These views might not be idealistic. Similarly when Krishna helped arjun to kill Jayadrata , deceit was involved, of which arjun didn’t approve at first. But that was indespensible if he wanted to live up to his vow.


Mahabharata teaches us of the realities of life. Life is not a bed of roses. We have to do some things that might not be according to our ideals. But for our success and betterment we must be ready to sacrifice. Times have changed but the basic realities of life are here to stay. Man is the same as he was in the ancient times. Mahabharata has a strong link to our lives today. Everything we experience can be explained by the great epic tale.


 
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