I did it over and over
Every night before turning in to sleep
And then again in my dreams
Yet again in my day dream
Even more in every conscious moment
Like it was the only thing that mattered
Only fact that was obvious
I had fallen in love
And my word was bound by your gravity
Still I did not dare repeat the scene
That had played only a million times like a movie
In my head
For if you don’t approve
What shall I be?
If you thought we must part ways and never look back?
I would curse myself
Before, atleast you loved me
I could have lived my life
Yes
It would have been happier
Easier
In illusion….
Every night before turning in to sleep
And then again in my dreams
Yet again in my day dream
Even more in every conscious moment
Like it was the only thing that mattered
Only fact that was obvious
I had fallen in love
And my word was bound by your gravity
Still I did not dare repeat the scene
That had played only a million times like a movie
In my head
For if you don’t approve
What shall I be?
If you thought we must part ways and never look back?
I would curse myself
Before, atleast you loved me
I could have lived my life
Yes
It would have been happier
Easier
In illusion….
so true that it stings . . .